Layered. The times when I seem the least emotional on the outside (quiet, no eye contact, compliant) are usually a sign of deep turmoil within. I cannot determine how to express distress, so I appear aloof instead. When I reach this place, I know that I need some quality alone time. I simply won’t be able to fake a normal mood. Still, I count this as a blessing! I enjoy lacking the ability to be someone other than myself.